Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Reflecting Upon One’s Self

I decided that it is time for a moment of narcissism. I tend to reflect on the world around me, but I figure I cannot do that if I do not even know the perspective from which I am looking. So, here goes, facts about myself that I knew, branched off into ones that I did not know.

- I am extraverted, yet I do not feel that this requires speaking around other peoples.

- I end friendships on a whim. I grow sick of people very easily, which is not something of which I am proud.

- I want to run away and just keep running. I do not have problems which I intend to avoid; I just want to meet new people constantly, and not have to worry about commitment.

- I would like to define love. This includes its origin, and what it is worth to me.

- I believe everything happens for a reason, but it bothers me that no one expects the reason to be a negative sort of one.

- I think I have finally grown to an acceptance of my self/my existance and I have never felt further out of my comfort zone.

- I may be afraid to grow attachments: I am definitely afraid to discuss this with myself.

- I feel happiest when I am singing. I have felt this way since I was in kindergarten but I have yet to stop thinking that it is just a phase.

- I trust the world way too much, and I know this, but do not plan to change my ways. I decided that those that believe man is inherently evil are either arrogant or unpleased with their selves and I do not want that for my self.

- I thrive to live in a world of passion and crude sophistication.

- I may not have a conscious for lying, and I am terribly great at it. I think it is how I was raised.

- I do not recall when I became agnostic, I just know that it was inevitable the entire time.

- I do not know that I can define what is “too much information”. I always say what is on my mind and I scarcely see a reason to say anything else.

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